Friday, August 3, 2012

Half Way Done

This week marks the half way point!! I have made it through two rounds and just have two rounds left. Right now I am dreading doing those last two rounds but I know it is something I have to do to get better. I don't like the feeling of not feeling right (kind of a hungover feeling, just all the time). There was nothing I could do to make myself feel 100% better or 100% comfortable. I was still having a hard time staying asleep at night, so that was frustrating and those who know me know I love my sleep more than anything!

I was so happy to watch the USA gymnastics team win gold and to also watch Gabby win the individual all around medal. Having the Olympics on this week really has helped time fly by. I get pretty bored sitting at home but then I don't have enough energy to do anything so I can't seem to win that battle. I try and pick up the house and I will maybe get 10 minutes of stuff done before I have to sit back down.

I mentioned in the last post that my hair had started falling out. So on Thursday Kyle and I decided it was time to shave it. I'm not bald but it is still pretty short and a huge change. I was sure I would lose it as Kyle was cutting it, but I actually kept myself together, it was hard to look at myself in the mirror afterward but I now know the chemo is doing its job. My wig came in today and I took it over to Melanie so she could cut it just a little bit and just get it to fit and look right. Thanks Melanie, you have been wonderful throughout this whole process. I'm not sure how much I'll wear the wig but it is nice to have. It is also nice to not have to worry about doing my hair when I get out of the shower! That means I can sleep in a little longer in the mornings.

This is a small amount of hair that has came off in the the last week
 
My new hair for a little while!

Thanks for reading and hope everyone has a great weekend.

Love,
Jeryka

10 comments:

  1. Yeah for pictures, yeah for halfway done:)!!

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  2. I am sorry to hear about your battle with cancer, but like in racing I know you will come out on top. Prayers are headed your way for a speedy recover and the strength to maintain your great outlook!

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  3. YOU ARE AN AMAZING YOUNG LADY. FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT!!

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  4. HANG TOUGH AND FIGHT HARD OUR LITTLE INDIAN. THE BATTLE IS ALMOST OVER AND YOU ARE DOING SO GOOD. YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND OUR PRAYERS. LOVE RONNADAYE AND BOBBY

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  5. Yay! Halfway done! You can beat this Jeryka! You were always a fierce competitor, so I know you have the fight in you. Also, you look gorgeous as usual! Keep staying positive & know that you have so much support. Hopefully Tina and I can come visit you sometime this fall. Love you!! xoxo
    Kelsey

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    1. Kelsey, thank you for the support. I will have to let you guys know the next time I'm up at mom and dads and we will have to go to lunch or something. Hope all is well with you!

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  6. You're doing amazing! Keep fighting and just think....the lack of sleep...or not being able to sleep...will prepare you for the day there are children in your house. A mama's sleep is never the same. :-)

    Continued prayers for your healing!
    Maggi

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  7. Remember how we used to all joke about shaving our heads cause our hair made us so hot in Robinson? Let me know if it is actually worth it! You're wig looks great and I'm sure your head looks great too! Yay for halfway! --Carol F

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    1. Carol,
      It is way easier without hair! I can shower and be ready in about 5 mins and my head is so much cooler without it. But it does get pretty cold at times!

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  8. Could you be more beautiful?!?! HANG IN THERE SWEETHEART!!!!! Love, Shannon

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